we’re balmy

We’re looking for something.

I don’t know. not + not 3 what is.

names. names. names

e learning week transported us to days of being a freshie. we had long breaks, though we spent it quite differently as we would have. on urop, of course. now that we want to run the full distance. hope none of us regret this moment of zealous vigour in time to come. so now we’re acquainted with more names, identified by the dentition they have, referring to them like old friends not met for a long time. it’s amusing.

lunch at science, and we weren’t alone. told you we were feeling like year ones again. stupid long queues and so-so fare made me remembered my lost appetite. clinics! uh the perils of being monolingual.if only i am telekinetic. tongue would have nothing on me.

talk about private space. well i had dinner.

in a state of non-activity i.

if our life is a memory slot

it’s not shit. it’s not children’s day either.

and i finally got to eat my nasi lemak. after a wasted trip last week and many times a craving for it we finally settled at kovan for dinner. suddenly everything was at peace with one another.

there goes my 12 months. i’m glad there’s one taker. must be because of february. but this alone is enough. i was so . then 7 rounds were prescribed.

I’ve been sfsh.

lights!vcr!dum dum doom.

sometime back someone told me for every one person who becomes happy another would be sad. i think it’s the flawed human nature that made it ring so true.

i paste this apple sticker on my nec notebook. for some reason it looked funny.

like an rpg i wld make multiple copies and keep making amends.

was never second best

I’LL STOP THE WORLD & MELT WITH YOU

Beat. So beat.

Ytd was probably the greatest first day. Lecturer skipped the first lecture, leaving morning til 11 free to wheedle. No clinics & not much outstanding labwork to complete. No test in the meantime to bug our mind crazy Record block done. Kuan yee parallel imported charmed for me. Yes, charmed. I was nuts about it. All day on bubble gum. Collected the medal. another yay. Now I’ve two. The first one was netball. Hongyi printed too many medals for nusmu the other time so all of us present in attendance get to bring home one for souvenir.

I finally went for the saori club lectures. Thought it was really cool. Didn’t felt bored (maybe towards the end, of raising hands and $->$$$) and i thought the content was rather interesting. Maybe I’m really suaku so is it the ppt was ultra sleek too. wna do smth like this for urop. dinner was yummy.

tdy i kept my record. i’ve never not fall sleep during internal med. not even today when i sat right smack in front. uh. tokyooo.

affnty A

dread is the order of the day. school is so fun. school is so exciting.

i want to graduate. then when i am done, i want to be back in school.

i also want an iphone now. oh but what about train ride aka adventure aka ’soul searching journey.’ think the fortune teller told me. i like my phone now but stubby fingers scream longer non-existent fingernails. & when when when would itouch come to me.

ytd we agreed that this  radical generation shift had somehow eclipsed us. i am twenty one yet i feel old all around. wth. aren’t i the peak of adolescence. so shared the sentiment not just by me. we made ourselves comfortable at retrojello. cuz so apt it was. buzzerbeat huh. hideaki ito in his manly yum. yamapi yawn. the basketball sequence so premediated and contrived.

diary?

ytd she asked, why i was so. because because. i never want to be in the first place.

like everything is set in stone the moment you open your mouth and words formed.

like we don’t keep changing minds.

like we really know what lies inside the workings.

i want to design book covers & have my reign over poor book authors. we talked about writing a book. entitled midafternoon. we’ll have zombies instead.

and my brown slab of nonedible chocolate has now been consigned to the graveyard of lao pok mobiles. so yay omnia

i look shit in bangs.

be clear intentions!

let me be.

just happy.

post tuition today was the big breakfast at shah’s place. yummy yummy. especially when i subsisted on a cup of coffee all morning. so what if i woke up at eleven.

i was going to buy an ipod shuffle. something to fill the gap in between while waiting for xiaoyan’s. oh but imagine my dismay  when the new ipod shuffle is a thumb drive in disguise. Why remove the signature wheel. why why why. It looked like something I might just lose and not realise. & no red also.

so in the end we walked down to somerset. to embark on PART TWO. our lovely bikes were waiting. so today’s plan was to go along the nel. we had a stopover at rochor for tau huay. waiting for the sun to set and the sky to turn dangerously dark so we can up the perils of our trip.

peddling through little india was a reckless ride, but fun all the same. donch like all the slopes along  the way.