It is tuesday & it is tuesday. Rapport is a mighty word to fathom. I am feeling the nostalgia of inspiring role models from certain people. When the going is going to get tough at least brace for it. I am overanalysing other people’s business because mine has been a plateau of non-activity for a while. I am missing caffeine. I cut tooth today. Silly me go and plunge wrong bur into wrong spot and now the whole prep is looking all wrong. Ah nevermind. Redo isn’t repulsive for the time-unpressed.

I am getting over my head. Sure I am.

Ants are behaving like pedestrians on my desk it is beyond annoyance. How dare they behave so brazenly. For a parting gift I am tempted to place a ring of acrylic monomer liquid surrounding a sweet and see them get at it. DIE by the poisonous fumes and have your legs melt under the sheer toxicity of the volatile liquid.

Funny how fear manifest. We beneath our cowering shelter holds secret aspiration to be the one that lord over us.